We went and saw Laura, our midwife, today (12.3.07) and she recommended doing an induction. We agreed with mixed feelings because I so wanted to have a natural waterbirth and I know the likelihood of this happening after being induced is substantially diminished. It can happen, but it's kind of like all the moons have to be in alignment. So we'll go to the hospital Wednesday night at 7pm for "cervical ripening". I know, probably too much information, but hey, it's biology. They'll give me a medication that will help soften and dilate my cervix and hopefully throw me into labor. If I don't go into labor with these different types of cervical gels, they'll have to start Pitocin to get contractions started.
As much as I am excited to meet you, I'm a little nervous about being induced. I feel like I'm losing control of my labor experience (even though, in reality, I didn't have any control to begin with). Another consideration is. . .I'M HUGE. I feel so big and uncomfortable. Sleeping is awkward and not restful, so in that respect I'm ready to get this party started.
I can't believe this is all finally happening. . .
Love,
Mama
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